Failure in the Test

it was a struggling day for me that i ran a half marathon in the morning, after that i have to go for the black belt test at the afternoon. before attiring myself with uniform i was very confident but after i wore it my heart started to beat very rapidly, but i have turn the nervousness to inspiration of mine. i was probably the last person to do everything, looked at the small kids they were like breaking the planks easily, maybe bcoz of juz half inch so it doesn't seem difficult to break.

farng hui and sao looi (kutip $, hehe..) did their best to maintain their performance well, although they had done certain mistakes that was unavoidable, but i m very proud of them with their hard work, although they didn't break all the planks provided but hopefully they won't give up easily. cherry did very well too, she tried very hard to remain her form although she had a lot of injuries during sparing, i guess her kicking on the targets not very well was bcoz of serious injury on her foot.

for me, i think i had done very well in pattern and one-step sparing, i had put all the effort into these, when came to sparing a bit nervous bcoz i wasn't very comfortable with it, but i did try my best to spar against izanie and chi yang. came to kicking part, certain part i kicked accurately but certain part i didn't especially left foot spinning kick, damn 'cacat'! when came to breaking planks, they all always say 'here comes the pain', i was very confident that i could break the planks, both leg i had broken it brilliantly BUT i stroked very hard with my left hand, at that time i knew if i couldn't break it at the very first time i definitely cannot break it 2nd and 3rd time bcoz it was painful, and i failed to do so. right hand punch i think i can nearly break it but unfortunately it didn't break, nearly! juz nearly!

with these experience, i knew what are the weak points i have had so far, i have disappointed everybody including myself, but i won't give up easily, time is no a problem for me, the important thing is i have tried my very best! i hope that my arm power can still be improved, next time i believe i can break it easily like 'kacang putih', i promised myself i have to practice very hard! Gambateh! i can do it, same goes to farng hui, cherry and sao looi! see u all again in the next test!

video will be uploaded soon...

sao looi is waiting for her test

farng hui is waiting for her test

farng hui, me, cherry