i felt very amkan in month of March, already lost in Junior Development Program and Bareno Run in der past 2 weeks.
Today i still did a BIG BIG mistake which i really could not forgive myself. i pushed too hard in der hill which was only 1km (4'31.00), i felt that i could even sayur ronnie easily and i did it, however i consumed up a lot of energy in der hill and when came to der ground floor i had already exhausted. i felt extremely tired and i could not continue almost. i hardly pushed myself beyond der limit. i followed raymond tight since he also pancit, chin TS already sayured me in der 7th floor and never turned back. kenny followed me tight too and finally he overtook me easily. since then i was almost could not continue, mental strength oredi no more, i finished it with an unsatisfied timing of 20'20.05. i could have done better if i used der right strategy. haiz... no mood, really no mood... regret...
4 comments:
Loser! How do you expect yourself to do big stuff in the future? Why you always write negative stuffs? Why you always give negative meanings to everything that happens to you? Does it make you a better person and a better runner? Continue to do that I bet you will become one of the biggest loser in the future, guaranteed. Those amkan stuff will happen again and again unless you decided that you want to change. God bless you.
every amkan u will learn, learn from amkan so never repeat those amkan again! all the best my fren
ahyap. sorry to make u annoyed, learn to be positive need time too,maybe i haven't had gone through this experience before so i had this very not ordinary feeling.i will try to change my thinking. thanks for ur advice.
fook,thanks! i will be ok soon
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